ok. so my last post was a bit melancholy (understatement of 2009 so far). but it was authentic ... about as raw as it gets.

what you didn't know is that a few hours later, a beautiful little bouquet of flowers and a box of chocolates were delivered to my office. my lovely boyfriend thought it was necessary to send me something that would make me smile ... and it worked. the flowers even came in an over-sized mug (which i can't wait to drink coffee from) that's bright yellow with a happy face on the front. it kind-of makes me giggle ... which i assume was the point.

today can be described in one word ... relief.

i'm finished with my thesis. i'm finished with my research course. everything has been submitted and my brain has been officially turned off for the day. it feels wonderful. i have one week to prepare for my comprehensive exam and then i can relax completely.

as for my thoughts yesterday, they haven't gone away. but i have the strength today to push through adversity. i guess yesterday was just a real glimpse into who i am when it's just too much.

for those who are reading ... enjoy your weekend! i'll be back monday! :)